Temptation Sailing~

Saturday - 25/10/08

I went to the city with John yesterday night to buy stuff and for dinner. Met up with Ah V in town for dessert as well.. Ah V's Birthday was this week.. so decided to call him out to treat him to desserts.. Anyways, Ah V if you're reading this.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

This morning, i went out with my school mates for a relaxation time on board a sail boat.. It was a good start to the weekend.. Dolphins swam up to the sides of the boat..The Sun shining on our faces.. For awhile i did not think about school as well as the other problems bugging me.

These few days, Kate and i have been getting quite close. We've even planned to go to Halloween dressed alike! Let me give u the insides of Kate. She's a Korean but have lived in Taiwan for 9 yrs.. She can speak both Korean and Chinese.. Isn't that cool? ^_^ She's my age but she is currently in First Year.. She just came to ICHM this semester.. Glad to have known her!

Have Fun Viewing the Photos...

*hmmm where am i?*

Kate acting ALL INNOCENT!


Kate and Me

Matti Having a Great time on Temptation Sailing

Dan took a photo of my boobies!

Good Or Bad?

Tuesday - 21/10/08

My my my... its October! another month and few days and i'll be back in S'pore.. and missing everyone here!! The times spent here was definately worthwhile!

Recently, been back to my partying days.. I have not partied since.. my gawd.. a long long time.. and well, it feels quite good to let loose.. Taking time off from school, getting drunk and having bruises.. i have absolutely no idea where it came from! must have knocked against something...

I'm back to my busy schedule for the week, need to rush through some stuff... Shit loads of leftover homework and assignments to be done.. AND.. im starting to plan my days with peeps back home in S'pore.. i need to plan stuff properly.. have too many people to catch up with..

I had an extremely good time in HQ on Sat.. Here are some photos..


My Fav Girl & Me


Kavs SMOKING HOT!


The guys and moi


Having a Blast~


The girls and brandon

This is just for you Kavs..

Saturday - 18/10/08

Let me start of by quoting u.. "Ness, u better say in your next post that u can cry on my shoulders as well!" hehe.. Hun, i remembered those words.. so... I DECLARE THAT I WILL CRY ON KAV'S SHOULDERS FROM NOW ON! ^_^ how's that sound?

So, my beautiful Kavs got so drunk at the Tav on thurs night.. it was hilarious.. while walking back to campus, she fell down and just sat there laughing =.= i ended up supporting her all the way back.. I love it when Kavs is drunk... she spill all sorts of secrets! really really detailed... i enjoyed listening to them.. honestly.. its so cool that she can just let loose and spill~ *go girl!*

Friday morning and Kavs was still tipsy.. she have this "thing" about walls and doors... apparently, she LURVES walking straight into them.. i have never seen someone so affectionate to the plain old doors and white washed walls.. Kavs.. u're truely 1 of a kind! the best kind.. considering that there is only u.. =x I hope u did enjoy urself these few days with me.. partying away.. i know i did enjoy myself last night.. although the end half was pretty much a blur.. ^_^ catch my drift?

XOXO,
Your Ness-Xpress


Yoko, Kavs and me doing JagerBombs



The Ness-Xpress & The McKaveri


Amanda,Ness,Kavs & Kate

Time of my Life

Wednesday - 15/10/08

Oh gawd! Its been forever since i last posted... well it seems like it.. This entry is dedicated to my pals here in ICHM.. the ones that made my hell seem like heaven.. an illusion!! The times of fun laughter and joy in different variations.. i will miss these moments.. These photos are proof of what we've been through.. The memories that i would not trade for the world..

To Kavs: It's been good knowing you and having you by my side.. going through tough times and laughing with me through the good ones... Thank you for being a listening ear throughout this semester.. I hope our friendship would continue to grow as time passes by.

To Dan: It's been great knowing you better than last yr. I love it when u always have a hug ready for me.. especially during the times when i needed them the most. Thank you for giving me a shoulder to cry on every now and then. Thank you for being a good friend..

To Sylvester: Good to have known you although we may not see each other after this semester.. enjoyed every minute of it.. cramming for wine exam to the "hi"s and "bye"s..

To Grant: Been good getting to know you... Love it everytime i see your smile.. brightens up my day! Always armed with a smile.. dun ever let it turn upside down..

To Gianna: Thanks for being there to bitch with me.. and to lighten up my mood... you're sane and insane at the same moment.. a good contrast that i need..

To Nico: Good having to know you! Getting to know you better have been really fun... you're a nice guy.. and i do hope that Gi holds on to u!

THE TIME OF MY LIFE....

Nico wanting to kill me over Blue Cheese! It's MINE!


Wine,Crackers & Dip party @ Kav's during mid-sem break!


I secretly wanna be loads of things.. 1 of them is being a LESBIAN!


hmmmm... Strawberries~


Tav Night with Kavs,Sylvester & Dan

In my Heart

Friday - 3/10/08

I know it's been a long time since i've last blogged. Lots of things have been happening to me. Have anyone of you ever felt as lonely as i have? I have friends all around me and yet on the inside, i feel so so lonely. Its a masquerade. Sometimes i wonder to myself.. all these happy faces i give to people around me.. is it really me? Is it a lie that i show to everyone to hide the sorrows beneath it? Letting my close friends know of how i'm really feeling..would only bring unhappiness.. why cause unhappiness when i can bring smiles to those faces?

Don't get me wrong.. i am happy with my friends.. i love doing stuff and hanging out with them.. but when i stop to think.. It's been a long time since i've ever felt truely happy.. its been more than a yr since i've really smiled on the inside.. another joy have been taken from me.. if i've kept it.. i would be the happiest person on earth.. but i chose to let it go.. i can never forgive myself for the cruel things i have done..

Never..